Friday, April 30, 2004; fuck what i said
it dont mean shit now`
rahhs. okies. congrats me ! :D ive hit rock-bottom. im rli not very happy today.
you know how sometimes you say something and at that particular moment, you rli mean it, but looking back, somehow you feel you dont ?
yeapps. that's wht happened. what i said two months ago changed someone's opinion of smth and now im regretting it like hell. i mean maybe i shld have thought my words carefully before i said it but at that time, i rli meant what i said. i didnt knw that it'd had such a big effect now ! but maybe i shld have expected it cos what the person said changed my opinion so .. i just regret it and wished i could take back my words but it's too late now, aint it ? -shrugs.
okies. yest watched a korean show called please teach me english and also played pool at paradigm. finally know where the place is now. yays. and i swear, im totally addicted to pool. x|
thn today i went dwn to riverwalk to be a hair model. hahaa. wash and blow-dryed it. thn another gal wna cut my hair nxt week. so i said alrites even tho i wna keep long hair. dnt knw la. shld i keep my hair ? :l
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